My own Musings

I have decided to add my own thoughts to the discussion. This Halloween as of the past three have been very hard ones to get excited about. November 1st will always be a hard date for me to handle. with the Holidays coming up I thought it prudent to scratch down my feelings.
I love all my children and their respective spouses. However as a parent who loses a child I can tell you all that the pain, while easier to deal with, never decreases. Even though I didn't love Stephanie any more than the rest of my kids, I Loved her deeply. She will always be a part of me that I miss very much. As for Sue not being there, I also made a choice not to beg her to be with me. She is right that Dan and I needed the time together so that he could see just how much She and he really meant to me.
I still cry at all the things thought of that we could have shared like watching her be a mom and seeing her get married to a great guy. As you can tell this is not mom but me, dad. Sorry I can't remember my own sign-in so just listen to my musings.
You are all very special spirits and I am SO proud of ALL of you. I am so blessed to have Three Sons and Three daughters here and One daughter waiting for us with Heavenly Father.
Well I had better close this posting before I get too maudlin and get water on the keys.

Wooppee I remembered my PW